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Saturday, March 01, 2003

Erm, why is that I want to like people who seem to either NOT like me...or seem disinterested? I have never figured this out....unless it's because I always felt rejected by my father.

I don't want to get into WHY this question has come up lately..but it is puzzling me. And yes, there IS someone (male) I'm concerned about liking me. I wanted to make a 'good impression' and I hope I did. But I won't know necessarily for a few days. So far, it looks promising...but I'll wait and see.

I hate this...over 50, and still a hostage to childhood misery/worries/abuse.

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